This is one of the things that I am giving thanks to. I am currently dating a guy named Joe and suddenly things in my life are very different then they were a couple of months ago. Even before we had dated he had a way of making my day better, I looked forward to seeing him and he always found a way to make me feel better. In this relationship, I found the thing that I had been missing in art for so long.
It was not exactly what I was missing in art but what I was missing in my life. I realize now that I was in a small state of depression (one that my entire family seems to be in) and I actually did care that I didn't have a boyfriend. I feel very content with life and for some reason I am also losing weight....for no other reason than, I am happy...
I am really seeing the purpose in just about everything that has happened to me. All last semester I had such trouble with housing and becoming an RA...I fought so hard to live anywhere but here, but it turns out that here was where I was suppose to be. No matter what happens I am glad that I came here, this is what was suppose to happen and I feel like I have already grown from it.
*A/N written on 11/25/08 but not published till 6/24/09*
